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Where I started, 186 lbs ago. Never, ever, EVER give up!

Thursday, November 22, 2012

Now and then people contact me and say that they are currently around the same weight as where I started, and they ask what it was like, and how I felt when I started, and how I even GOT started, and how I kept going.

Back then I would have been happy to get under 300 lbs. I don't think I ever really believed I could go under 200. But I tried (again) anyway, because I just didn't want to continue, in my mid-40s, feeling like an old lady, having trouble going up and down the stairs in my house, having trouble fitting into chairs, and feeling generally unattractive and unfit.

The links below are to excerpts from the journey I made from 335.6 lbs to about 200 lbs. Removing the last 50 was a different sort of journey. And removing and keeping off the last 10 has proved the most challenging of all.

(335.6 lbs, BMI = 52.6) May 2007 - Apr 2009

Apr 2009 - Jun 2009

Jun 2009 - Sept 2009

...and now? Holy crap, all you have to do is look at my most recent kayaking blogs.

Seriously, if you had told me in November 2008 that in four years I would be kayaking class IV-V rivers and flying to Argentina for a white water kayaking trip, I would have laughed and asked what drugs you were on, and joked that I wanted some.

And then I would have waited until I was alone and I would have cried, because something like that would have sounded so amazing and wonderful and so completely and ridiculously impossible.

Yet here I am. And next week I will run this rapid in Argentina. With style.

So when I say in my signature on every message board post, "Never, ever, EVER give up!" I really mean it.
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