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Which comes first -the self -loathing or the binging?

Monday, November 19, 2012

I am fat. And I don't like my body. But, after yet another huge binge -drinking and eating -this whole weekend, I realize that I actually really don't like which I am on the inside either. I don't care about myself and maybe that is why I eat potato chips and cakes... maybe I'm trying to avoid looking at myself....
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    Stop that negative talk. emoticon

    Would you say those things to a friend? emoticon
    Of course not. Why say them to yourself?

    You are a beautiful woman
    Have you tried affirmations?
    Look in the mirror and smile.
    You are a beautiful woman
    You are a beautiful woman
    You are a beautiful woman

    2011 days ago
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    My daughter (aka RAPTORMELON here on Spark) also binged and purged. It is so important to learn to love yourself - and the best way to do that is to learn what your true identity is. Best way to do that is go to the One who made you. Psalm 139 can give you an idea. I pray you come to know Him who can make you a new creation! Shel
    2011 days ago
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