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MOSTLY A RANT: Depressed, frustrated, and want my body back

Thursday, November 15, 2012

Having a depressed day, kinda. I don't know why, maybe it's hormones. That seems to be everyone's answer when I'm not happy lately. :(

I feel fat. I'm never hungry lately, tho I know I need to eat more; I can see that plain enough on the tracker. Baby needs more. But how do you eat when you're not hungry? I'm just not. I'm not trying to loose weight, I'm trying to eat well, but I'm not hungry.

Everything feels topsy turvy. Hubby can't make it to the ultrasound tomorrow, and my mom has no interest in coming.

His mom is coming, which is cool, and so is one of my best friends, but it sucks that hubby won't make it. It's a new job, he has no time off yet. *sighs*

And yes, I"m eating. Just not really wanting it. I'm not used to eating when I don't really want it, unless it's emotional eating, which I'm generally not THINKING about, just shoving my face. LOL :) I know baby does though, so I'm feeding her/him.

*sighs* not much of a rant I guess, mostly just a I feel like crap blog. LOL
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    Wishing you relief.
    2015 days ago
    Glad you let it out. Good luck with the ultrasound tomorrow. Glad one of your best friends will be there with you. Hang in there.

    2015 days ago
    Bet you feel better now?!?! emoticon emoticon emoticon
    2015 days ago
    Good luck with the ultrasound! Hope you start feeling better soon!
    2016 days ago
    Awww...get some rest!
    If you don't feel like eating, try eating higher quality things with higher calorie counts so you don't have to eat much or often. Things like smoothies with lots of healthy ingredients.
    Make sure you and the baby are getting proper nutrition.
    The ultrasound will be amazing! Sorry that your husband can't be there, but it is such an amazing experience...Enjoy it for yourself!!
    2016 days ago
    This will change - I promise!!!! You are about 17 weeks? Once you hit 20 or 22, you will become ravenous. Baby will get what s/he needs from your body, so don't beat yourself up too much if you feel you aren't eating enough. Even before being born, babies grow in spurts too, so you will find some weeks you are ravenous, and others you couldn't care less.

    Hang in there!!
    2016 days ago
    good luck witht the ultrasound.
    2016 days ago
    emoticon good luck with the ultra sound tomorrow.mention to your dr about how you are feeling and about not being hungry.maybe the dr can suggest what is best to eat for you and the baby.maybe you xcan use up more calories by say drinking full fat milk.just a thought.take care and keep smiling . emoticon
    2016 days ago
  • MDKM80
    It's great just to rant sometimes, so if you need to rant away!! Good luck tomorrow with the ultrasound and sorry hubby couldn't be there. My husband wasn't at my sons and it was hard not having him there even if I did have my dad *hugs*
    2016 days ago
  • JENNY421
    hope that you feel better soon. sending lots of hugs your way!
    2016 days ago
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