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Miserable Week

Thursday, November 15, 2012

A really bad mood plus 2 sleepless nights are making for some very yucky days for me this week. I haven't spoken to the daughter since Tuesday, and don't wish to. Have barely said 3 words to the husband in the past 2 days as well. Of course he is acting as if nothing happened which certainly doesn't help. Learning that he was allowed to not only see our grandson the other day but also take him out to dinner seriously hurt me to no end. Once again my daughter uses my grandson as a form of punishment when she is unhappy with something I have said or done. When my husband returned home he announced that our grandson had asked about me and wanted to know when he would seem me again. He added that he and our daughter didn't give any reason to our grandson as to why I didn't come over. They just left him to wonder where I was as if deciding not to see him was my choice. emoticon

I am surprised that I am not hitting up the refrigerator or cabinets in search of my usual emotional release. I wonder if one can become too depressed to eat? And would that necessarily be a bad thing for someone like me? To say that I am not fit for company is an understatement. And to think Thanksgiving is next week. Plans are to take dinner over to the daughter's place on Wednesday to celebrate than attend Disney On Ice with the grandson, husband, daughter and her boyfriend. The thought of sitting down to dinner and later trying to enjoy a show with my husband and daughter is unimaginable right now. But I can't cancel. I promised my grandson. So somehow I need to rid myself of this nasty mood I'm in before next week. I don't want to feel this way in front of the little guy. It wouldn't be fair to him. Guess I have some work to do.
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    emoticon I understand! I am praying for God's grace for you and your family. When I am NOT getting along with my daughter and I go to her house - all of my energy and attention is my granddaughter - I play with her, talk to her, and interact with her - with all of my being so I can enjoy my visit without the emotional baggage.

    Thinking of you! Jean
    1979 days ago
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    You are doing great. Sleep would certainly help. It has so much to do with your mood and our health.
    1979 days ago
    I'm sorry that you're having such a bad week. Good for you staying out of the fridge! LOVE ya
    1980 days ago
    I'm sorry you are in such a dark place. I hope you feel much better very soon.
    1980 days ago
    I hope you get to feeling better soon! emoticon
    1981 days ago
    Your mood must be contagious Sallie as I have been a little down the past week. No real reason except maybe I am more concerned about my first plane ride to visit younger dd in Indiana. I would much prefer driving our own car--then if I wanted to leave early I could. lol Not sure how things will go as her hubby will be there too and not on the best of terms with him. Oh well, I will do what I have to. (((HUGS)))
    1981 days ago
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