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I am a little disappointed in myself

Thursday, November 08, 2012

I read my last blog and I was 189 lbs I was so happy then. I went in for my tummy tuck finally and that has taken a very long time to recover and get back into the swing of working out. The PS keep me out of the whole working out thing for a while because of how much tighting he did and how swollen I was (I stil have swelling) Anyways pre surgery weight was 202 dammit to hell that even pisses me off. I gained all the way back to 211 Since last week and finally saying screw this I am ready to get back to the way I was I am now 204. It has taken a lot of patients and it's bringing me lots of tears because I am seeing photos and thinking OMG I can see the gain. I will get this and will get back to where I was no matter how hard it is.

LOL I've had other blogs but not posted on here so I totally didnt fall off the spark trail
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    Thanks Barb :) I appreciate the much needed support. I honestly was like what the heck are you doing to yourself knock it off. It was a few days of battling but I won if that makes any sense.
    2020 days ago
    I know you will make it back.. one step at a time! Life will always have ups and downs but you are back in charge. Good luck... let us know how it goes. I bet you're back to where you were in just a short time. And congratulations on not falling into the trap of just giving up. That's impressive!

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    2020 days ago
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