Friday, April 13, 2007
I seem to be in a slump, not necessarily weight-loss wise, but in general. Disappointment seems to be a given these days, whether it be with a family member's choices, or things just not turning out as I had hoped. Church life is unsatisfying - my friends are all too busy - my mentee has lost a lot of his momentum to turn his life around - even the weather stinks! I am also constantly busy, but I feel like I am jack of all trades and master of none - and that the only reason I am sought after is because no one else wants the responsibility of doing the things I am doing. Just when I felt like I was finally gaining some self-esteem, I get slapped down, not once but twice...
Hopefully, by writing these things down, I won't turn to food for comfort, which is what I REALLY want to do. I am holding my own weight-wise, and even though I would like to be losing more quickly, I am content for the moment to be maintaining.
This too shall pass (I pray!).