I'm arguing with myself today.
Tuesday, November 06, 2012
I want to work I do but I am just tired today. I did a lot of activity this weekend and yesterday I was cleaning out a hoarders room for hours. I feel like I just want to take a lazy day but my mind is yelling at me to get up and workout. I'm procrastinating because I know I lack any bit of energy. I don't think I've gained any weight or lost over the past few days but I really don't care. I've come so far and know that it's ok to take a day off or even a week. Maybe I will change my mind and work out but I think I need to get it into my brain that I will not gain all the 90 something pounds I've lost in a day of relaxation. Maybe if I get off here I may feel a little more energized lol. I'll give myself 40 more minutes if I still can't get the motivation to work out I probably wont. At least I can eat decent today. It's just an off day and that's ok.