Ugh stressful day at work and ate...

Monday, November 05, 2012

Like a pig! Why do these days get me and make me eat like CRAZY. I don't even want to tell you what I ate, but I feel so ugh. I had a stressful, busy, annoying day at work with patients yelling at me and saying some smart comments and I hate it! So, what did I do, ATE. I'm stuffed right now, with pastries and milk and fast food and I hate myself. I can choose not to get in my car and drive to the drivethru and walk inside rainbow and pick up these horrible donuts but, I DID. And I have stopped myself before but today I just couldn't. Everything is good in all the other areas of my life, but work, I just hate. I'm quitting this job in less than two months before I go to Africa and I cannot wait! I'm just thinking about it all day and how much I want to quit TODAY. Why can't I just have stronger will power. I was even in the bathroom today looking at myself naked (and clothed as well) and I noticed a difference. But there it all goes, down the drain. Why?!? For some stupid fast, fatty food that isn't even all that good.

I thought everything was going well, I was exercising, I have a plan. I mean, I still do. But days like this make me just feel like I did in the past. Like I can't do it. I just want to not have these cravings and be stronger and just do what I need to do!

It's sad, even the thought of having a baby for my wonderful husband and knowing I need/want to lose weight before it happens isn't motivating enough to stop my over eating. Just when I think I'm doing good, a day like today happens!

Sorry for the rant, but I just needed to let it out. Tomorrow will be better.

Thanks for listening. Good luck!

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    2051 days ago
    Don't let one day ruin all your hard work. We all have days where we do everything wrong. It is how we deal with it that sets us apart. You have obviously had a super bad day, but you have put it all down on paper and are now ready to put it behind you and keep moving forward with your plan. You only lost one day, not the whole plan. Today is a new day and it is time for you to get back on track. you may have to try a little harder, but you can do it, you have proved that you can so keep on trying.

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    2051 days ago
    It's not how many times we fall that matters, it's how many times we get back up again. Get up, dust yourself off, re-focus and you can do it!
    2051 days ago
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