so tired of this!!!
Sunday, November 04, 2012
i read different blogs from several different people and they all encourage me so why can't i get this right. everyday i say i'm going to do this then guess what i fail.
i am an emotional eater and believe me my emotions are all over the place. anger, hurt, sad you name it i'm facing it right now.
it doesn't help that my husband does all the cooking since he is disabled and i work. i use to think he was on my side but sometimes i wonder. his idea of cooking is a meal of fried meat, potatoes fried or mashed, corn macaroni and cheese, gravy, fried okra thats just an example. then he fixes my plate and you can imagine. i don't even like half the stuff he puts on it. i don't eat all of it but if i say anything he gets mad or if i tell him i'll fix my own he says well he won't fix just for him and he'll just snack then i fill guilty.
as for exercise i have good intentions until i get home by then i'm so tired i can't make my self do it. i know this is just an excuse and then i get mad at myself and guess what i reach for something to stuff in my mouth. i am going to start trying to get up early and go to gym before i go to work and walk on treadmill. we will see how that works. i'm going to try it for this week and see how it works. wish me luck...
i know only i can do this but i sure wish i had someone to do it with. any suggestions would be helpful.
i guess i'm through complaining for now.
till later everyone have a wonderful day.