a suddenly ruined life
Saturday, November 03, 2012
After reluctantly moving half way across the country because of my husband's selfish decision to take a job 1000 miles away, AND then finding out he's cheated on me, I AM STUCK IN HELL, with friends far away and no family (mother died and rest of male family well they're busy).
My kids were taken out of a wonderful town and amazing school, where my youngest had incredible help with his academic struggles.
Here my kids are a number in an overpopulated area and overpopulated school.
I need thousands of dollars to move everything back …. thousands to start our life. My husband (but i guess it's me) has thousands of dollars in debt on credit cards that he fraudulently opened with my name and SS number. Bonus.
All I have our my wonderful kids and the love I try to give them everyday. All he ever had was love for himself.
I am stuck in this asbestos apartment with the narcissist because he refuses to leave and what am I going to do, go sit on the street with my little boys?
I really don't know what to do and am trying to hold it together for the kids.
Really sad when I would rather be one of the homeless on the east coast, because at least I know some people there.
extra bonus is all the stress that led up to this move and piled the pounds on me, I have no other explanation. I have done everything but be able to de-stress my life. I am so overweight now that I have severely pain in my feet and am too ashamed to meet people.
Life can only get better? Im not too sure. I'll see if it ever happens.