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Please Lord dont wake me up

Saturday, November 03, 2012

so i have been awake 20 minutes. i have already been called a dirtbag and had my back n neck shoved while im still in a neck brack,so what did i wake up for,i hate my life and living here
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    Take it from my personal experience - you need to get out NOW! I had a very, very brief marriage when I was young that only became abusive after the wedding, like he bought and owned me! Absolutely NOT! I got out and never looked back. I found a man later who loved and cherished me with truly unconditional love. And what happened to the idiot I married the first time? He went on to marry two other women and made each of their lives miserable until they got smart and left him. The last I heard was several years back - he was in the newspaper for being arrested for beating up some woman, My whole point is - the abusers never change. If you want something different in your life - YOU have to make the change and GET OUT! There are wonderful decent loving people in this world and you need to realise you deserve to be loved by one of them. Love yourself enough to get out and get on with your life!
    2017 days ago
    Oh my...please get to a safe place...
    2019 days ago
  • D-ABBY
    emoticon Time to leave?
    2023 days ago
    You know that saying that God helps those who help themselves? This is the time for you to help yourself. Seriously consider calling a women's shelter, or a crisis center (they usually have contact with women's shelters), or the police who will help you get there, and take out a restraining order!!!!
    2025 days ago
  • BEEJAY49
    Please, Please, Please think about getting out to a safe place! No one deserves to be treated like that, there is help out there! HUGS!
    2025 days ago
    Take all the comments to heart and get help!! You do not deserve to be abused!! Get out!! emoticon emoticon Angie
    2025 days ago
    Make the choice for a better life!
    2025 days ago
    praying for you...get out! emoticon
    2025 days ago
  • MARTY728
    Get help emoticon
    2025 days ago
    Whitney...God Has Not Called Us To Remain In An Abusive Situation. NEVER. You Can Walk Away Breathing And Still Available For God To Use You Here On Earth Or Prepare For An Early Departure. I KNOW About This. I'm Sorry To Be So Blunt. YES...GET OUT!!! And Another Thing Sweetie...You Are NOT Ready To Put Out To Pasture Either. Do You Love Yourself? emoticon I Don't Know You...The First Time I've Been On The Leader's Team Quite By Accident. Yet God Does Things To HELP Us! I'm A Peaceable Person BUT You CAN'T Remain In This Dangerous Situation. PLEASE...Leave...
    JESUS WAS ABUSED SO WE WON'T HAVE TO BE. Thank You Lord For Intervening In The Life Of Whitney In Jesus Name. You ARE There With Her...Open The Door And Lead Her Out. Thank You Lord For YOUR Protection Over Her Life Spirit Soul And Body. Thank You Lord For You Have NOT Called Us To Be A Punching Bag. May Your Peace Rest In Her Heart For You LOVE Her VERY Much! emoticon emoticon emoticon
    2025 days ago
    I hope you can find a safe place. emoticon
    2025 days ago
    Find some place safe and stay there.
    No one deserves abuse.
    2025 days ago
    Who is abusing you? And why are you there? Get help!!!
    2026 days ago
    Praying you leave, and find a safer place. You need to get some help and get out of your situation. You are worth so much more than that.
    Praying for you.

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    2026 days ago

    Comment edited on: 11/3/2012 5:29:14 PM
  • STHAX10
    Love yourself enough to stand up for yourself by leaving a damaging situation. You do not deserve to be abused nor should you allow it. Go to the police, have them find you a safe environment to be in. Do not allow yourself to get more depressed than you already are. Don't threaten to leave, or discuss it. Just do it for yourself. You deserve to be happy and safe! emoticon
    2026 days ago
    YOU Deserve Better!!! Get out and get safe! You won't regret it! Been there, done that, and just remember, you are wonderful! Hugs! emoticon emoticon
    2026 days ago
    Leave! emoticon
    2026 days ago
    You should think about going to a Safe House while you are still able to! You need to get help to make the moves to improve your life! It is unusual for these type of situations to get better without you making the move to leave! Love yourself and make the steps needed for a better life~ emoticon
    2026 days ago
    You need to take care of yourself. Find a safe place. A friend, a relative, a neighbor...and go there. Or if you are able to afford a hotel, I would go there. Call the police. Please get yourself in a safe environment.
    2026 days ago
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    2026 days ago
    I hope you are able to get somewhere safe and away from this situation. emoticon
    2026 days ago
    Please call the police. They will have lists of women's shelters you can go to and safe houses. You deserve to be treated with respect and love. Call the local shelters and ask to talk to someone to make your plan of safety.
    2026 days ago
    Please get out from that abusive situation! Remember your words from yesterday's blog. You don't have to subject yourself to that kind of abuse from anybody.

    God help you find a safe place.

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    2026 days ago
    What the hell?!!! Call the police!
    2026 days ago
    Praying you can find a safer place
    2026 days ago
  • THOMS1
    emoticon I suggest that you seek some help.
    2026 days ago
  • KITT52
    time to move on
    2026 days ago
    Yes, I agree with BARCLE. Make sure that you are somewhere safe and contact someone.

    Know this - You are a child of God
    You are loved
    You are beautiful and wonderfully made

    Psalms 18:2 The Lord is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer; my God, my strength, in whom I will trust; my bucker, and the horn of my salvation, and high tower. verse 3 I will call upon the Lord, who is worthy to be praised:so shall I be saved from mine enemies.

    You are valuable because you exist. Not because of what you do or what you have done, but simply because you are. –Max Lucado

    I pray things will get better for you. emoticon emoticon

    2026 days ago
  • MEA6785
    OH my goodness. Where are you and why do you have to be there? I hope things get better for you soon. emoticon
    2026 days ago
    Wow, that doesn't sound good! I think you need to go somewhere safe emoticon
    2026 days ago
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