So happy it's sickening lol
Tuesday, October 23, 2012
Well last blog I posted was about a plateau, I am happy to say I got out of that plateau, granted I've only lost about 6-8 more pounds that's a negative and not a positive! I really wanted to loose 20lbs by Halloween but I know now that it probably wont happen but I am ok with that. I will take 10lbs over no pounds any day! I am no longer obese and I am under 200lbs. I couldn't be more happier. I feel absolutely amazing. 10 months ago I would have never thought I would get here. I gave up so many times and finally when I stuck to it for more then a few weeks I realized it was worth it. I have gained so many positive things from loosing lbs and I wouldn't ever want to go back to the old me. There are still things I do not like about my body and there always will be, it doesn't and probably wont every look normal without clothes on but the fact that I love it anyways is a huge accomplishment. Before even with the cutest outfit and hair I didn't feel good and had zero confidence.
So anyways it has been an awesome few weeks! Last week I was insanly tired do to you know woman problems but I still forced my self to workout lol. I still have some allergies but I haven't let t hem stop me. It's getting cold out so I do most of my workouts inside to my "Walk at Home" DVD. Which is awesome by the way. I am not a fan of the cold and I don't get off of work until almost sundown so I find time at work to workout lol.
I have finished my Halloween costume, almost $70 if not more dollars later. I thought it would be cheaper to make it but apparently not lol. But I am happy with it. I had a good time making it and I know nobody else will have my costume. I am going to be a fairy, a darker one with black and purple colors. I will post pictures soon! What are you going to be for Halloween? Did you make or buy your costume?? I want to know haha.
Oh and one more thing before I go, I had a first date yesterday. It was amazing. I had confidence, I was myself and we talked so much it took us so long to eat our food. It was amazing. Life is good and I deserve it.