Wednesday, October 17, 2012
Hello to all my wonderful SparkFriends!
You know who you are!
I know I'm rarely on here anymore... and I'm so sorry... I've just got lots going on! I started a home business Nov. 31st last year... I'd share about it, but it's not allowed here, lol... so if you're interested to know what I sell, contact me & ask away!
I guess you can say, I've fallen off the weight loss journey bandwagon myself... It fluctuates all the time... which is frustrating... I see my friends around me & my husband, losing weight all the time... at times I feel jealous, but then take it back, because I have no reason to be jealous, I could look & feel just like them... it's my own fault for being where I am. Having very low self control over food... emotions, etc. Low self esteem doesn't help either. I've had friends say they'll walk with me & workout with me, but it just seems to be talk so far... So if I want to lose this weight, I guess I need to just stop complaining & get up off of my duff & do something about it! It's just hard to make myself sometimes, lol... especially when I have a little 1 1/2 yr old boy who loves to climb all over me when I DO decide to try and workout, lol. Between cleaning, taking care of my lil guy & helping my oldest with homework after school... it has become very hard to find time for myself to even workout even for 10 minutes. I need to make some time for myself though.
I've got family coming in on Sunday, so I'll be busy with them for the next several weeks + I'll be planning my oldest sons birthday party!
Well, I hope everyone is doing well!