The evil monster (CANCER) is back

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

I was recently re-diagnosed with breast cancer a few weeks ago. Immediately after the diagnosis, I had surgery, then last week I started chemotherapy. I'm so frustrated because 2.5 years ago I was told I was in remission now this. I'm doing as best as I can but the tears come so easily. I don't want to be sick again - but I am.

If I were a different type of person, I would say life isn't fair, but I know that God is fair and just and good so there is a purpose for this in my life - I just don't know what it is right now.

I just needed to get this out.

Much success to you!
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    Hooping can also be healing - I checked out a website called Holistic Hooping - and there's all sorts of lovely meditations and things - visualising the energies swirling round our bodies - chakras and that kind of stuff. You might like to check it out. Can't do any harm xxx
    2531 days ago
    emoticon You are in my thoughts and prayers. Our god is bigger than any mountain that we can and cannot see. He's done it before and He'll do it once more. we are warrior and we will not give up. I'm cheering you on, I know WANDAGONNADO IT!
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    2629 days ago
  • 1LIFE4ME
    Don't let fear get ahold of your heart honey. God is there for you so no need for tears. You've done this before and can do it again. Whenever I get scared about my life or health the song "Hold me Jesus" by Rich Mullins gives me comfort.
    I know I am in good care.....and so are you:)

    2641 days ago

    Comment edited on: 10/31/2012 1:36:38 PM
    I see the strength in you! Keep up the fight!
    2650 days ago
  • no profile photo CURVYELVIESAYS
    My prayers are with you. I am a seven year breast cancer survivor. My biggest fear is to be diagnosed again with the cancer. The first time around it nearly killed me. But, now I know to expect and so do you. Gain strength from knowing you fought this once and won. It's a battle that is exhausting and takes everything you got. But, know that emoticon If you need a friend who's been there done that I am here for you.
    2653 days ago
    Every time I log in, i try to find a new Blog to read. i picked yours because i LOVE your spark name WANDASGONNADOIT. It's amazing to read all that you have done. To have lost 100 pounds, battled cancer and then to have to do it again. I love that you trust God even when it's hard to see the purpose of your circumstances. Of course there will be tears and doubt and so many other emotions. I'm sending some joy and happiness and love to you right now. Be Well.
    2654 days ago
    You are strong and you will beat it again!!! emoticon
    2654 days ago
  • CLH722
    Wow...I cannot even imagine what you are going through. I'm not much of a prayer person but I am certainly sending healing and positive thoughts and energy to you during this time.

    2654 days ago
    Prayers for you! Beat it again!
    2654 days ago
    My prayers are with you. emoticon
    2654 days ago
    You are a strong person and your faith will get you through this trial. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
    2654 days ago
    Many prayers to you! You can kick this in the butt!
    2654 days ago
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