So sorry to hear about your loss and health problems. My husband and I are trying and I have been back and forth myself to the Dr because of difficulties with bleeding and various other symptoms. It was scary wondering what all was taking place during that time and I cannot imagine all that you had to go through yourself. Recently, with all of my own health scares it got my husband and I to thinking that we too needed to change our lifestyles. It's an on-going process as you know and all I keep thinking is we are going to get there sooner or later. I too feel as though I am someone else trapped in this body of mine. I too have fears that often over take who I am and what I want to do with my life. I am continuing to battle my own anxieties about how to get and stay on track and become that inner me more than the outer me. Here's to wishing us a great future ahead! I'll be back to read your next vlog! 2580 days ago
You are an inspiration and such a radiant beauty. I will be looking forward to your next vlog and I am here to support. I am 19 and can't imagine going through all of that. You are a wise young woman. You and I have a lot in common, sharing the desire to not live in fear.
I hope you have a had a fantastic week and I can't wait to see you again!
I'm so sorry for your loss and the health problems you've had to face. That is so much to endure at such a young age. But we are always stronger once we make it through the pain. I wish you the best of luck with your journey!
You did a great job on your vlog btw! I've been wanting to post one for awhile, but haven't quite got up the nerve yet:) 2592 days ago
Hi! I am so sorry for the emotional and physical pain you have had. I have never been on the brink of death like that but I have had a miscarriage and also health problems that contribute to my emotional and physical baggage. I am really excited that you took the step and put yourself out there. I had a ton of vlogs on here and in a moment of weakness (thinking one of my friends was joining spark people and panicked that people knowing me in my daily life would know everything that i shared) I deleted them all and i regret it. I still have them on my personal computer but there is something very healing about putting yourself out there and being vulnerable to such a supportive community like Sparkpeople. I am going to start them again. I know exactly how you feel, in the fact that I have never been thin or healthy. I remember feeling different in like third grade. I look forward to hearing more of you vlogs. I am here for you 100%! WE CAN DO THIS!! 2592 days ago
How unfortunate we all have to go "through" these really really bad things to get where we are today, and that's "ready to be a better us".... I truly believe you've come to the best place, as you already know, to make this dream a reality! We are all here to help each other, so I'm here for you if you need anything at all. Best of Everything in your endeavors to be the person you want to become.... SPARK ps: good job on you 1st vlog... 2592 days ago
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