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Day 247: Oh Bother..

Friday, October 12, 2012

I feel like I should be like Eeyore as I sit here feeling my belly touching my leg as I type this. I went up AGAIN today. I ate way too much yesterday AGAIN. But you know what, I'm not feeling like Eeyore. I'm just in an passive kind of mood today. I will get there. Not sure how or when, but I will get there. I have come a long way and I still have a ways to go. I will get there. Yes I would have been super excited to be at a new low instead of climbing right back up BUT I can't let it hurt me that way or it will only make it worse. Although I can't become too passive either or that will make it worse.
I have the baby today. She really likes to be held a lot and doesn't sleep for long stretches, but hopefully once she gets used to me and being here that will change and I'll be able to do a DVD or something when she takes a good nap. I did get in a short walk. She started getting antsy so we only got in half the neighborhood but it's better than nothing.
Guess what I didn't do yesterday. Yep, take my vitamins and start my crunches and things again. :( Must do that today! It really could be part of my over eating.
I need to make a plan too. A what to eat plan. I still haven't made my soup so I've been eating GF pasta and things. I'm not horribly disappointed because I feel like it's good to get those carbs in here and there but I need to watch that I don't over do it. Like my quote on my page background says.. "If it is to be, it is up to me." So true. I love that quote because it reiterates the fact that there is no passing the buck on this. Either I do it, or I don't. It's nobody else's fault but my own. I CAN do this. I HAVE to do this. I HAVE to man up. I have to be strong. I have to take charge. I have to take control. I have to sweat. I have to learn when to stop eating and to be strong enough to push the rest of the food away. I CAN DO THIS!! I HAVE TO DO THIS! I WILL DO THIS!!!

Sorry for the language, but sometimes you need that aggressive push to really motivate you! At least I know I do. lol! Of course they may make me take it off.. hmmm.. :)

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Breakfast: Coffee, banana
Snack: Raisins and Walnuts
Lunch: GF Pasta with spinach, tomatoes, and soy yogurt sauce yummy!
Snack: Raisins and Walnuts
Dinner: vegetarian chili tofu spinach concoction
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"Don't dig your grave with your own knife and fork. "
English Proverb

Time to weigh in!
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December 12th HW- 205
January 12th GW- 195 DONE!
February 12th GW- 187 DONE!
March 12th GW- 180 DONE!
April 12th GW- 172 DONE!
May 12th GW- 165 DONE!
June 12th GW- 157 DONE!
July 12th GW- 150 DONE!
August 12th GW- 145 NOT DONE. REEVALUATION!!
September 12th GW- 145 DONE!!
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Yesterday's Weight: 144.2
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October 12th GW- 142
November 12th GW- 139
December 12th GW- 136
January 12th GW- 134
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Sunday: (slow) Walked on Treadmill DONE!
Monday: Zumba Toning and Zumba! DONE!
Tuesday: ZUMBA!! DONE!!
Wednesday: ZUMBA!! DONE!!
Thursday: short walk with baby :) DONE!
Friday: Treadmill!
Saturday: Zumba!
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    You can bleepin do this Sara!!! I yell at myself in the mirror like that, just not with the word bleepin!! I can tell you are frustrated, don't let the frustration win... I know you won't, you will do this!! You know you can and I know I can... Time to stop say CAN, start saying I AM!!! Ya with me on this?? I know you are mama!! emoticon I'm here rooting for you!!
    2018 days ago
  • BMW9295
    You have the right attitude just don't give up! emoticon You and the baby have to adjust to each other then you can make a schedule with her.
    2019 days ago
    I have to say looking at your food lists they do seem short on calories. My personal trainer always says when you work out you have to watch that you get enough protein.
    You can use protein shakes as well. Just a suggestion but maybe you are undereating which can also cause stalling in weight loss. I admire your effort and dedication.
    2019 days ago
    So there is a theme to these blog entries. If you look at what you are eating you may not be getting enough calories or nutrients to support your activities. I know you are in weightloss mode but you also have to feed the body to see the changes you want to see. Also you are doing a lot of cardio and hardly any strength training. Cardio takes calories. Just something to think about. emoticon
    2019 days ago
    I plan to do this trumps "I can do this" "I will do this". Right now.....start with pape/pencil or whatever...and finalize a PLAN.
    2019 days ago
    emoticon emoticon You're almost there to your goal. Great attitude to keep moving forward. Today is a new day.
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