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Back :) and review of life outside of SP

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Hi spark

I'm back and boy am I tired;)
Smack back to reality after being kidless for 10 days

Will post pics

First THANK YOU SPARKPEOPLE!

because without stumbling onto this site,
I will still no be able to get up, can't walk
On road to heart attack city.

Anyways...I was going to give u excuses as to why I'm size 12
Haven't ran in ages....

But Here is the BOTTOM LINE

My 1.5 yrs here....I DEDICATED MY LIFE to SP
live, drink, breathe...spark people
Hence the amazing results and knowledge and friends.

BUT DEDICATING my life to my spark journey put FAMILY & LIFE on back burner.

So I thought HECK I GOT THIS, let's put it to work.
Gave back to family, resumed normal live outside of SP

Not to make any excuses...but with 3 other life schedules to juggle, it hard to commit like I use to

But I'm sitting here thinking: ISN'T THAT THE POINT

The real victory is to do this for life!!

I may not be here...but I have a weird habit now.
LOL

I BLOG IN MY HEAD...probably why I don't write much often
Because I forgot I didn't do it physically here.

And in my imaginary blog I get ur awesome responses lol.

Anyways that's off tangent.

I'm struggling here to make this lifestyle change.

But thanks to YOU..ALL OF YOU

We were able to go oversea...bef i was so lazy, not wanting bc lethargic etc.
We WALKED/BIKED all day.
Didn't use much public transport.

Raked up 20 miles a day on avg.
Ate well, but not to point of bursting.
BEFORE VACAY REVOLVED AROUND F O O D.

I found myself thanking SP every day ;)

Thanks SP

Thanks for zero to marathon
Thanks for size 14 to 2 (if only temporary)
Thanks for making me realize I M NOT A NUMBER
Size 2 is great....but not happy and too much work, obsession

Happy size, happy weight, loving me....
Not there yet

Thinking after this journey
Happy size 6-8
Happy weight...whatever that is then
The #$%#@% scale doesn't know me, especially BMI

KEY IS LEARNING TO LOVE ME....hard part


Thx spark people

Will post travel blog when I have time in front of computer.
on my phone blogging most times now
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