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over the plateau ( I think :) )

Tuesday, October 09, 2012

Lost a few pounds again. Stuck with the plan. It was just frustrating for a few days. I get that icky low-garde depression once in awhile. I don't think I'm the only one:) It will set in and I have to do stuff/wait it out to pass. It hasn't been as bad as I've had in the past.
So no word on the job. Talking to friends and a mentor, hate when I start beating myself up. Get to far, "into" me and what I have, have not, can't, can do....Anyone else? So working on things one step at a time.
Buggy is doing GREAT!!! getting ready for Halloween:) have a costume to make. Geo from one of his programs :) , Team Umi Zoomi lol. I'm blessed. We've gone to pumpkin patches around here, from SLO to Solvang. The gas prices have kinda put a damper on our trips. And honestly time at school too:)
I know God will give me a position in his time, when I'm really ready. I think I am NOW, BUT a girlfriend just got this great position, she has her 1.3 year old daughter in childcare from 7:45 am to 4:45pm. She has her mom take A and pick her up. I think I am ready now, however honestly I feel anxious thinking about having Bugs in care like that. 5 days a week, that is a long time to be away, I can't be a good mom with that schedule. I know I would be tired, cranky and resentful. And it would come out at everyone around me.
So I will get the position when I can handle it.
This is an all over the place blog,
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    Sometimes all over the place blogs are exactly where we need to be. Unfortunately, those little compartments in our head are't so easily separated...kind of like life! For different situations in our lives we end up "sitting and waiting." We do what we can because,when it's right, things will change.

    It's been a while since you wrote this blog, so I hope things--at least some of them--have evened out for you. This is a wonderful, growing place.
    2016 days ago
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