Fear of the Scale
Friday, October 05, 2012
Tomorrow is my weigh in, my goal is to weigh 190lbs, and I’m rather worried. Yes, I have done my usual workouts all week and I’ve been following the nutrition and calorie guides both of which have kept me successful in the past. But after last week’s inactivity, due to my bike accident, I’m rather worried about this week’s results.
On Wednesdays I usually either weigh myself or measure something just as a boost during the week to keep myself on track for the “big” weigh in on Sat. However, this week I chose to measure my hips. As of Wed. my hips are the same size as the previous week.
Logic tells me that I will not lose weight evenly; I may lose more weight in my belly one week and more in my thighs the next. And I should focus on the all over picture and not fixate on the details.
But that nagging, negative voice has me worried that my week off the bike is going to put me back and that I’m not going to have the results I’m looking for. I’m worried that my conviction may waver or I’ll become disheartened.
I realize all of this is irrational, and that even if I don’t meet my goal I’m not going to give up. I’m just frustrated with the fact that it’s so hard to build muscle and lose weight and so easy to lose muscle and gain.