LITTOGREENWITCH
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Need to vent again.

Thursday, October 04, 2012

This week has been hell.
Everything at work is super stressful. Too much crap is going wrong, we don't have enough of THIS or THAT or WHATEVER. Certain people can't do their jobs and just sit and bitch about what other people are or aren't doing and i am GETTING SO FRICKEN SICK OF HEARING ABOUT IT! She got a different position so she doesn't manage people because she is a b**** and can't say anything nice.... but she STILL goes and criticizes people and tries to manage them ANYWAY and NO ONE IS DOING ANYTHING about it. It makes me SICK how she just wastes her time NOT doing her job and complaining about what OTHER people should or shouldn't be doing.
Everyone sees it but apparently the higher ups don't seem to think there's a problem with that. It really screws with the morale and it makes me want to punch her in the face.
I also just don't want to deal with anything anymore. I'm sick of correcting peoples' mistakes and trying to come up with reasons why this failed and why that didn't work. I'm sick of writing reports for things that NEED to be fixed but no one seems to think they should be fixed. I hate it.
I get paid decent. That and my boss seems to love me.
Other than that, I would just leave.
All of this is building up and I can't take it anymore.

Because of my diabetes I had to use my days off to go to appointments. I have one half day left paid and then 5 unpaid days off. I'm trying to get out of debt so I'd prefer not to take off time if I can help it. However, I really feel like I need a day off.
Or 50.

Everyone's energy also affects me and I feel at a loss sometimes. It gets so overwhelming and I don't know what to do anymore.

I really need to start my workout. I just needed to vent before I ripped someone's face off.
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  • LITTOGREENWITCH
    You can say that again. I just don't know when I'd be able to. :(
    2110 days ago
  • CINNAMONBRIDE
    You need a VACATION. Yes getting out of debt is important, but you need to get away, even for just a three-day vacation.
    2110 days ago
  • LITTOGREENWITCH
    Thanks Bren :)
    2110 days ago
  • JITZUROE
    Vent away! It can be POISON when someone with a rotten attitude is someone you haaaaave to work with.
    Vent all you need to, so tha way you don't bring home that cruddy day to the people you like (and mess them up!).
    Bad juju does have a way of coming back to people thou,myou know
    Just concentrate on you, and eventually the other drama will either:
    A) crush the person who is causing it and throwing the blame on them where it belongs
    B) wont ruin your workday since you won't be phased

    Hope it gets better!
    Bren
    2110 days ago
  • MOM2ACAT
    Don't feel bad about venting; for me, that is one of the reasons a blog is for! It's better to let those feelings out than to keep them in and let them eat at you.

    When I was still working, I often had very stressful days like that, and even if I went in with a good attitude, if everyone else was in a negative mood, that definitely affected me; it's hard sometimes not to let that affect you.
    2114 days ago
  • LITTOGREENWITCH
    I hope so. I don't mean to complain I just can't deal with all of this stupid crap. Everyone sees it and the higher ups don't seem to deal with the situation correctly. It really upsets me. Makes me want to start looking for a new job.
    2114 days ago
  • KETTLEBURN
    yikes! doesn't sound like it's been a good week AT ALL. and it especially sucks because you seem to have to be picking up after people that should know better. that doesn't help you any. hopefully this weekend will provide a break for you just to give you a moment to breathe.
    2114 days ago
  • DSBRIDE
    I'm so sorry that things are not going well for you. Sounds like you do need a break but if you can't take one for real, take a virtual one and come to my party. Read my latest blog and I hope it will put a smile on your face at least for a little bit. Hugs!
    2115 days ago
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