Need to vent again.
Thursday, October 04, 2012
This week has been hell.
Everything at work is super stressful. Too much crap is going wrong, we don't have enough of THIS or THAT or WHATEVER. Certain people can't do their jobs and just sit and bitch about what other people are or aren't doing and i am GETTING SO FRICKEN SICK OF HEARING ABOUT IT! She got a different position so she doesn't manage people because she is a b**** and can't say anything nice.... but she STILL goes and criticizes people and tries to manage them ANYWAY and NO ONE IS DOING ANYTHING about it. It makes me SICK how she just wastes her time NOT doing her job and complaining about what OTHER people should or shouldn't be doing.
Everyone sees it but apparently the higher ups don't seem to think there's a problem with that. It really screws with the morale and it makes me want to punch her in the face.
I also just don't want to deal with anything anymore. I'm sick of correcting peoples' mistakes and trying to come up with reasons why this failed and why that didn't work. I'm sick of writing reports for things that NEED to be fixed but no one seems to think they should be fixed. I hate it.
I get paid decent. That and my boss seems to love me.
Other than that, I would just leave.
All of this is building up and I can't take it anymore.
Because of my diabetes I had to use my days off to go to appointments. I have one half day left paid and then 5 unpaid days off. I'm trying to get out of debt so I'd prefer not to take off time if I can help it. However, I really feel like I need a day off.
Everyone's energy also affects me and I feel at a loss sometimes. It gets so overwhelming and I don't know what to do anymore.
I really need to start my workout. I just needed to vent before I ripped someone's face off.