Finding my voice!
Tuesday, October 02, 2012
Funny how I knew this journey was going to different for the first time in my life. I was right. Today have been looking back at my journal entries over the last 5 days. I have never fault so powerful. When you reach a certain point in weight gain no matter what that number is for you because it is different for us all, there is a point when you no longer say what you want. You try to become either agreeable or silent. What you think not only doesn't matter to the outside world but it becomes insignificant to you. We think that if we are nice and agreeable no-one will notice our weight. The problem is that even if they mention to us they see and discuss it among theirselves. This is the point where we close down and often close off to others. Today we all have an opportunity to find our voice to say what we won't and like. The first step in finding your voice was making a decision to acknowledge that we exist and have desires. Also finding help for our problem. We can do this together. I need your help and hope that you will continue to help me along this journey.