scared and losing it!!

well as some of you know i have been struggling with my journey. seems llike when i think i can do this something just knocks me back.

i have 2 daughters. the oldest one has had health issuse for a while. this last one we almost lost her. she has a eating disorder and went to far with it this time. thank the Good Lord she is better in that she is gained back up to what dr wants her to be. will be getting feeding tube out and just hope she keeps eating. causing me more heartache now not just the health issues.

my youngest daughter has been having problems for about 2 months with swollen lymph nodes throughout her body. we went to a cancer dr about 3 weeks ago and he told us he was sure it was'nt cancer but since she still wanted a 100% answer he told her he would do a pet scan to be sure. well we have been waiting a week for results and finally got them yesterday. they foung something on her ovaries and her throat. she is scehudled for a ultra sound on her ovaries and a MRI on her brain on wed. oct 3rd. we are so scared.. please keep us in your prayers.

seems like i've been trying to overcome something for so long and don't wont to anymore.

i don't mean to be a downer i just needed to say what was on my mind. i don't talk about my feelings to family very well

debbie