scared and losing it!!

Saturday, September 29, 2012

well as some of you know i have been struggling with my journey. seems llike when i think i can do this something just knocks me back.

i have 2 daughters. the oldest one has had health issuse for a while. this last one we almost lost her. she has a eating disorder and went to far with it this time. thank the Good Lord she is better in that she is gained back up to what dr wants her to be. will be getting feeding tube out and just hope she keeps eating. causing me more heartache now not just the health issues.

my youngest daughter has been having problems for about 2 months with swollen lymph nodes throughout her body. we went to a cancer dr about 3 weeks ago and he told us he was sure it was'nt cancer but since she still wanted a 100% answer he told her he would do a pet scan to be sure. well we have been waiting a week for results and finally got them yesterday. they foung something on her ovaries and her throat. she is scehudled for a ultra sound on her ovaries and a MRI on her brain on wed. oct 3rd. we are so scared.. please keep us in your prayers.

seems like i've been trying to overcome something for so long and don't wont to anymore.

i don't mean to be a downer i just needed to say what was on my mind. i don't talk about my feelings to family very well

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    Debbie, I am very sorry for you issues with both of your daughters. They are in my prayers now. I know first hand how hard it is to deal with issues our kids have that cause us such stress and sorrow. It is a huge weight and it is hard to carry on most days and damn near impossible on others. I will pray for you as well because like DARJR50 said your health is paramount to be able to carry this burden and be a help to your girls. Like on airplanes they say to put your own oxygen mask on first then your children. Because if you pass out you cannot help anyone. Just remember to take your burdens to the Lord and always know you can share your feelings here, that is a big part of what makes Spark great. I always seem to get a better handle on things when I don't just keep the stress of it all to myself. Sharing helps you see what you need to do next. Hang in there girl, you are loved.
    3036 days ago
  • PEBBLES706
    My prayers are with you and your daughter. emoticon
    3036 days ago
  • DRAK416
    Sorry about your troubles, GL with Daughter
    3036 days ago
  • KALLIE1958AR
    Father I pray for Annie right now .. In the name of Jesus .. I pray that you show the doctor what is wrong and I declare and decree it will not be the Spirit of Cancer .. I pray comfort on this family right now and I ask you make the healthy and whole .. according to the word .. I thank you in advance and say to God be the Glory .. amen
    3036 days ago
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    I'm sorry to hear about the issues you and your family are facing. You have some difficult days ahead. As trying as these things may be, it is now when you most need to stick to your goals. Only through keeping yourself healthy are you going to be able to best help your family.
    Be well and hold positive thought in your head and heart.
    3037 days ago
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    I'm sorry to hear about the troubles your family is facing. You and your family are in my thoughts.
    3037 days ago
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