Oh, What A Tangled Web We Weave.

Friday, September 28, 2012

Although things on the health and fitness front have been well, it seems my self-destructive and neurotic tendencies have seeped over into other parts of my life. I'm physically healthier, losing weight, and feeling better BUT with this newly discovered introversion and reflection, I am realizing my world is a mess. I have intricate interpersonal relationships and health issues that need to be addressed, but it's almost like my brain is cutting me off from further progress. I know I can do anything I put my mind to, my problem is (and has always been) taking the first step.

On a positive note, today is my 2 month anniversary with my workout and food plan. I have lost 19 pounds & have surprised myself and also a few ppl around me.

I am still a happy person overall but I guess I am just now realizing that the deeper I get into life changes, the more past damage I am going to be forced to face. I may not be emotionally ready for the road ahead but I am a strong girl and I am going to do my best to tackle my demons and keep my head up high! :)
Share This Post With Others
Member Comments About This Blog Post
    You, my dear, are an amazing woman! For many of us, this journey we are taking seems to lead to some familiar roads of the past and forces us to take a look at things we'd rather forget. Oddly enough though I am finding that when those things come up it is because we need to at least acknowledge them in order to continue moving forward. Some times that's all it takes, looking at it and saying, "yep I know you played a part in my life and why I am here today, played a part in my struggles, but you know what? Today I am strong and I will not let you stop me from becoming the woman I am meant to be." If the issues are something deeper that need evaluating, just remind yourself that you are strong, stronger than ever and there is nothing you can't face and deal with. If you ever need an ear, you know I am here for you. Keep that beautiful head held high because you are AMAZING!
    Much love and many emoticon
    2034 days ago
  • Add Your Comment to the Blog Post

    Log in to post a comment

    Disclaimer: Weight loss results will vary from person to person. No individual result should be seen as a typical result of following the SparkPeople program.

More Blogs by AQUANESS212