Look what I got!!!
Thursday, September 27, 2012
After some awesome advice and support from the SP Cafe and the team Lupus - Team Butterfly, I finally went to the store yesterday and got a new pair of jeans.
It's so sad, but I had been wearing Pajama Jeans for months now. Nothing else was fitting, and those things stretch like nobody's business! Bad part is, they were starting to get stretched out and were not fitting well. Not that they fit great in the first place.
Anyway, check out what I got!
It felt SO good to be wearing a regular pair of jeans that FIT again. And to celebrate, I got a cute pair of actual pajama pants. ;)
Now, I just have to get used to wearing jeans again. Since they fit, I have to get used to the muffin top, too. Unfortunately, I have that even when I'm wearing the loosest of clothing, it's just how my body is right now. I'm trying to be ok with it, knowing I am changing things and I have control (for the most part. Stupid meds. More on that soon, though!) and it does not have to be this way forever.
It also feels good just to be wearing clothing that fits. Everything has been so baggy and uncomfortable, just because I'm so insecure with things poking out. All well! This is who I am right now, but watch out - cuz I'm changing fast!