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Saturday, September 22, 2012

Today was the first official day of my journey back toward wellness. Yesterday I found this site and joined. For many years I have lived in shame and pain alongside of joy and laughter. Yet, today I can let down my fears and let others into my journey. Not that anyone who looks at me can't see things are out of balance as I weigh over 120 lbs over my goal weight. My body does not hide what my smile often does. Today I cried. It was healing, powerful, and hard. Today I decided I am worth being the focus as a empty dry vessel is not useful for new wine. I want to hold God's best and have it overflow to all those around me. Being a dry cracked vessel doesn't create an environment for that. So for today I want to surrender myself and say I am THANKFUL. Peace in the journey...
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