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Thursday, September 20, 2012

We are on cycle # 3 of actually, not even trying not to, but hey, purposefully trying.

I am excited to realize that I am indeed ovulating on a fairly regular schedule. Started tracking temps awhile back, kinda vaguely tracking CM, and BD'ing it up on all the right days.

I used to be a proud Planned Parenthood patient, but I am seeing my first big girl OB-GYN on Friday (tomorrow), and a skosh nervous about it.

I will be more than prepared, and that's the nurse in me taking over versus the scared-to-turn-30-before-being
-a-mom-nervous-freak in me. I will print my charting. I will describe my concerns.

Hopefully, maybe, it will be all for naught. I made the appointment because I was freaking out over my short luteal phase. So what if it's normal after being on BC for about a decade, but it still was scaring me.

Today is 12DPO without AF showing. That's really good for me, considering it usually showed at 9DPO and fully wrecked my day at 10DPO. I also ovulated at CD15 instead of 18.

However, this is making me pee-on-a-stick crazy. I've used one CBE, and 2 Rite-Aid's. No go. Yeah, the whole 14 day thing is based on how many days post implantation, not ovulation, but again, the crazy in me has decided that I must be pregnant because I have not been my normally pleasant psychotic that I would be pre-menstrual.

Oh god, I hate this hormonal roller coaster. I know 3 cycles is like, nothing, but it feels like an eternity.

I'm just hoping that the MD doesn't think I am crazy.

Sorry to over-share, but the hubs just doesn't get it. He wants to be a daddy, but, doesn't get the hormonal terror this is to me.

Hope you all are looking forward to a good weekend.

Loving the weather here, it's getting to be my time of year. Birthday is coming up, fall is coming, there is a li'l bit o'frost on the car windows in the morning. emoticon
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    Good luck tomorrow!! And yes, my husband was the same way... I think he's more in tune with me now from everything we've been through, but he actually said that I was crazy in our 2nd month trying and that I was stressing him out. haha... they have NO idea what we go through listening to EVERYthing out bodies are doing and telling us! That's what us gals at Sparkpeople are here for... to understand the things our men don't ;)

    2043 days ago
    Good luck and baby thoughts getting sent your way :)
    2043 days ago
    At least you're actually doing all the right things (tracking temps, etc.) so that when you go to the doctor, you are armed with information. The last time I saw my doc, she said to give it more time, and I am. I'm not keeping track of anything, though, so I wouldn't know if there were an obvious pattern staring me in the face.
    Good luck at your appointment!
    2043 days ago
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