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All I Got

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Got really nothing for you. No motivation. No push it spirit. Tired. Sick. Exhausted. Needing to heal. Wanting to take a month or two off to just rest. Wishing the PF would go away.

Here you go...a picture of me now...before I get all fat again because I can't work out anymore.
(I'm totally kidding. I want to take some time off NOT to gain weight, but to rest and heal while maintaining what I have currently so when I come back I don't have to go back to move forward.)

In the beginning...





...and now...



...no where close to where I want to be, but better than before for sure.

If you don't see me for a while, please understand I need that to heal my mind and soul and body.

If I'm back in 2 days with a new plan, just know that I found another wind (about the 323rd by then) and I don't know how long it will last.

*shrug*
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  • SPARKLISE
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    2069 days ago
  • ZOESMOM829
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  • SEEHOLZ
    You have come sooo far- you totally deserve a time out! This is a long-term journey for all of us :-) and we'll be here to support you!!!!
    2070 days ago
  • HEALTH-E-CLARE
    Sorry the PF is acting up again, but man, the changes you've made in those pictures is amazing. I hope you get the rest you need and deserve.

    Less than three you girlie!
    2070 days ago
  • ATROTTIER
    LOVE the new pic hot lady!!!
    2070 days ago
  • SUGIRL06
    PS You look freaking awesome ;)
    ~Ang
    2070 days ago
  • MIZINA730
    Good thoughts. You're on the right track. You'll not gain weight. You might still lose because of your tracking. I've been through back injury, a crazy week, currently illness, and everything is okay. You do need to rest and recover. That will only benefit you.

    Oh my goodness, the pictures tell all. Amazing transformation. Just don't worry that you can't work out now. Everything will be fine. This period of time just might kick you out of a plateau. (Read my blog). Besides, if anybody can do anything, it's you.
    2071 days ago
  • WALLAHALLA
    You have already accomplished so much. Rest is important too. I hope you get revived soon. You will be missed. Hurry back!
    2071 days ago
  • GETFIT2LIVE
    You really have made tremendous progress; it may not be where you want to be ultimately, but never forget what you have already accomplished and hang onto it. Do what you need to for yourself to heal in every way.

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    2071 days ago
  • 35ANGELS
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    2071 days ago
  • BAYBELIEVER
    Sending you big hugs! We all need time to rest and find some peace and serenity. Remember, this is a process and you are so much more able to do things now that we need to adjust to that and how it affects our time, our family lives, our work lives, everything. No, don't go back to where you were, but it's okay to stop and re-group for a little bit. I mean, you have hit an awful lot of goals by now! So it is time just to find some new ones! Rest. Relax. But not too much!
    2071 days ago
  • MANLEYSANDY
    I think it is really hard not to have that all or nothing attitude and I admire your spirit and resolve, you always fight. So it is imperative to deal with the mental part, or what I thought was a brilliant quote from a fellow spark person (Yoovie) "the brain weight"!!

    Always remember how far you have come....
    2071 days ago
  • GUITARWOMAN
    Big difference......

    Good for you!
    2071 days ago
  • -POOKIE-
    Have you re-searched getting steroid injections for the PF?

    I had them and OMG virtually instant relief... hobbled to the car to come home, then within a few hours I was so pain free I cried with happiness instead of the daily pain from my heels.

    The injection is nasty, but so very worth it.

    I needed one heel re-done about 6 months later, then from then on, I have had very little pain at all.
    2071 days ago
  • ERIN1128
    You really should keep looking at those pictures, because I just see SUCH a difference! You have achieved amazing amounts of weight loss. Don't beat yourself up, you're doing great!
    2071 days ago
  • GOLOPTIOUS
    I've been to that place where there's no motivation or goals and where I was so tired of weight loss that I wanted to cry.

    Just remember that this is a lifestyle change and that you're doing this for YOU! Don't do what I did and slip back into old habits because it seems to be twice as hard to get my good habits back.

    If you need a few weeks or months, take it. But keep your little changes and don't let life get you down!
    2071 days ago
  • 4EVERADONEGIRL
    You have definitely made progress in so many ways!!! Take the time you need to heal yourself...Just know we are here for you!!!
    2071 days ago
  • IRONBLOSSOM
    You're amazing and you've done so great! Maybe take a little time off working out, focus on food intake (I bet you could make some fantastic recipes with working out time AND have a nap!)

    I bet there's something you need. More sleep, more protein, less protein, etc... Take some time for yourself, for your soul, but come back quick re-energized! :-)

    You're an inspiration to many others so focus on being an inspiration for yourself! YOU CAN DO IT!!! emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon
    2071 days ago
  • CHACKER2
    You have made great progress. Just keep it up. We all strugle. emoticon
    2071 days ago
  • ARUNNINGKAT
    Girl, you have come so far and look so good! You have accomplished so much already and I am looking forward to seeing how much more you will accomplish. And I do understand the need for rest times, time to refuel even if it is just emotionally. This is an intense battle that we are fighting and sometimes rest is needed. I will look forward to your future posts and blogs....whether that be later today or a few weeks from now. emoticon
    2071 days ago
  • OBURRELL
    It's ok. Some of us get to that point where we take a break. Just don't gain weight-maintain and you never know-not stressing about it just might help! Good luck and I hope to see you on here soon. You have come so far and are just simply awesome!
    2071 days ago
  • JENGOJENGO
    Hey- don't give up or go away-- you look great! You are an inspiration to me in how far you have come.
    2071 days ago

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