Back at 260
Thursday, September 06, 2012
I don't mean to whine and I only have myself to blame but DANG!
I do good..I do good...I do good.. BAM
Why do I continue to let food control me? I am only 14 LBS away from my highest weight. And I promised; no I swore to myself that I wouldnt let it happen again. Not let myself get there and feel like I did when I was there ever again. But here I am. Last week I was in the 250's and celebrating that I could put the 260's in a vault and lock it. Were the ribs,chips and sausage McMuffins worth it? No, not now but at the moment It was all I focused on. The instant gratification. Now I weigh 260LBS. Over 100 extra LBS of squishy flabby instant gratification.