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welcome to another failure, by ...me

Tuesday, September 04, 2012

so, finished all but the last week of insanity. (sorry, blueberry fields needed raking, and there was work to do.) lost roughly ten pounds. ...
stopped working out, gained it all back, self-esteem took a nosedive (again), got fired from my job, commenced to eating everything in the house.
this is what happens. this is my pattern. i get so damned close to actually accomplishing something, and BOOM!
i still have no friends in the area, i still barely leave the house, i am still depressed, (and feel like my partner could care less...), WHY, WHY WHY (WHINE WHINE WHINE)
i even get tired of hearing me whine....what to do what to do....?
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  • NUTTYNERDGIRL
    I'm sorry to hear about your job loss. I won't throw a bunch of cliches your way. It's clear that you've had a hard fall. But you can get back up again. You couldn't control getting fired, but you can control how you react to it.

    Do something, one thing, that's good for you, that will make you just a little bit proud of yourself. Whether it's stretching for 5 minutes, eating a fruit/vege'l serving, or taking a walk. Hell, take ten minutes a day to just sit quietly and think about all the positive things you want to happen to you. It may sound silly, but just thinking about good things can help attract them to you. In the meantime, I'll be shooting some positive karma your way.
    2139 days ago
  • MARJORIEWRIGHT
    Hope it gets better soon. Hang in there you can do it. emoticon
    2139 days ago
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