welcome to another failure, by ...me
Tuesday, September 04, 2012
so, finished all but the last week of insanity. (sorry, blueberry fields needed raking, and there was work to do.) lost roughly ten pounds. ...
stopped working out, gained it all back, self-esteem took a nosedive (again), got fired from my job, commenced to eating everything in the house.
this is what happens. this is my pattern. i get so damned close to actually accomplishing something, and BOOM!
i still have no friends in the area, i still barely leave the house, i am still depressed, (and feel like my partner could care less...), WHY, WHY WHY (WHINE WHINE WHINE)
i even get tired of hearing me whine....what to do what to do....?