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Another month gone

Sunday, September 02, 2012

Wow. September is already here. August was a fast month. The girls were gone half of the month. My head and I have been at war. Migraines and pressure, and vision in my right eye is just going. The only good thing I can say about it is that now, when it hurts, I don't eat if I don't move. I used to "comfort myself" with to-go food, until I realized I was really punishing myself more by eating things I didn't know all the ingredients and punishing my daughters by making them struggle with their weight also. Now they make due with something they can fix themselves.

Considering that I lost only 6 lbs in August, I am happy with my measurement change. I lost half an inch off the top of each arm, half an inch off my waist, an inch off my hips, and half an inch off each thigh. My Power 90 was supposed to be up September 12. I have probably averaged 4 days a week since June 12. I'm going to keep going at least until October 12, maybe longer. I have only done strength training 2x per week for the whole month of August.

I had one intestinal flare when I was completely on track, and it lasted 3 days. Last week, I'm adding foods back in one at a time to see what I can and can't have so I ate 10 tortilla chips, just to see. My face broke out, I had a TERRIBLE flare, and it lasted 3 days.

The girls have been great with school. Every morning they have gotten up and been ready to walk out the door at 7:40, no fussing. The outfits have been chosen the night before and I am making their lunches when I make my own.

I would still *like* to be one of those uber-dedicated weight loss superstars who could do a couple of hours of cardio a day, follow a great eating plan 100% of the time, strength train 4x a week, and have surgery at the end to fix the loose skin. A $50K WalMart gift certificate would be much appreciated, too, but also is out of my reach. I wouldn't leave my girls for a few months even if someone showed up and offered me that opportunity, though.

I can accept that I'm a real person, who works and takes care of kid activities and cleans house and eats clean and exercises some every day. My weight will get to a normal range,. It's just not going to happen in an hour or even an entire tv season. Five years ago I could barely find clothes to fit at Lane Bryant and Avenue, and now I can shop at my favorite local thrift shops and find great name-brand clothes for only a few dollars an article.
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  • POORGIRL_DIET
    You did very well in August hun. You will do just as well in September too!
    3161 days ago
  • SCHNAUZERMOMMY
    You are doing awesome and I'm so proud of you!! You continue to be a great inspiration to me!!

    You'll have to tell me what your favorite thrift stores are. I get most of my clothes from Children's Exchange.
    3165 days ago
  • RAZELLA
    You sound like you are doing amazing. Because you sound *real* which is motivational to say the least! You have priorities, your girls, your health, and that is awesome. Even if the results slow down, you still have results.
    I found this to be inspiring. emoticon
    3166 days ago
  • no profile photo CD7009225
    I say, never say "only" when it comes to weight lost. We all know there is so much more going on as we try. And for the past year or so, I would have gladly taken "only" 6 pounds in a month. Heck, at this point I would have taken 6 pounds in a year!! 6 pounds means you are on track. 6 pounds means you are doing it. And 6 pounds a month makes 72 in a year! How would that be??
    3167 days ago
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