Thoughts during lunch break
Thursday, August 30, 2012
So, I have about another 3 hours of work left for today; still technically on lunch.
I couldn't finish eating. For some reason I am super pissed off today. I just want to take all of this energy and throw it at someone. I didn't have that great of a morning (iPod kept freezing, forgot to take my rent check with me to pay rent so had to walk back into my apt to get that... just a bunch of stupid little things that really got to me this morning) and my afternoon hasn't been any better.
I've felt like this for a few days now. I know it's because of my menses. Usually I get depressed, but lately I've been super angry. At least i'm *functional* instead of when I usually get depressed and can hardly get out of bed, let alone do anything else.
I've been using this pissed off energy to exercise when I get home from work. I can't seem to wake up early enough to do a full workout anymore (still do a morning walk tho) and by the time I get home I'm just so wound up that I almost have to exercise.
There isn't anything in particular that's bothering me, which gets to be annoying. At least when I'm upset at something I can say yeah that's upsetting let's move on. But since I'm upset for no reason, it just sits there looming at me.
Anyway, I'm going to get back to work and hopefully these next 3 hours will fly by, so I can go home and have Tracy Anderson kick my butt once again. I become a sweaty mess in the end, which is something I look forward to.
PS: just wanted to vent, that's all.