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Thoughts during lunch break

Thursday, August 30, 2012

So, I have about another 3 hours of work left for today; still technically on lunch.
I couldn't finish eating. For some reason I am super pissed off today. I just want to take all of this energy and throw it at someone. I didn't have that great of a morning (iPod kept freezing, forgot to take my rent check with me to pay rent so had to walk back into my apt to get that... just a bunch of stupid little things that really got to me this morning) and my afternoon hasn't been any better.
I've felt like this for a few days now. I know it's because of my menses. Usually I get depressed, but lately I've been super angry. At least i'm *functional* instead of when I usually get depressed and can hardly get out of bed, let alone do anything else.
I've been using this pissed off energy to exercise when I get home from work. I can't seem to wake up early enough to do a full workout anymore (still do a morning walk tho) and by the time I get home I'm just so wound up that I almost have to exercise.
There isn't anything in particular that's bothering me, which gets to be annoying. At least when I'm upset at something I can say yeah that's upsetting let's move on. But since I'm upset for no reason, it just sits there looming at me.
Anyway, I'm going to get back to work and hopefully these next 3 hours will fly by, so I can go home and have Tracy Anderson kick my butt once again. I become a sweaty mess in the end, which is something I look forward to.

PS: just wanted to vent, that's all.
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  • LITTOGREENWITCH
    I try not to look at her face... It prevents me from wanting to punch my fist through the TV
    2268 days ago
  • RYDERB
    Great job using that energy to get through your Tracy workouts! I have to be careful, because I have PMDD, and her smirky little smile can drive me crazy when I'm struggling with my emotions, emoticon
    2268 days ago
  • LITTOGREENWITCH
    unfortunately hours later after my workout I'm still feeling pissy... i think tomorrow I will work harder and maybe I'll cool off... who knows. Probably just have to wait for this cycle to be over :(
    2270 days ago
  • SIRENSONGS
    Haha, I know those menstrual anger mood well. They can be really frustrating, so it's great to see that you are using that anger productively and channelling it into your exercise. That's probably the best way you could use it! Hope the anger goes away soon, but all that extra exercise energy stays!
    2270 days ago
  • CJJANISS
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    2271 days ago
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