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Vlog from the Falls Asking for Help

Thursday, August 23, 2012

This is from Sabbaday Falls, so the waterfall sound is pretty loud. I share that I think I'm losing the baby and ask for support. It may be hard to hear because of the water sound, but watch my face. If you can't hear me talking, let me know. I made another video saying almost the same stuff from lower down on the river that doesn't have the same amount of background noise. I like this better for several reasons, but I do need you guys to be able to hear my words, too, so let me know if I should just post it later anyhow.

- I did go to the hospital yesterday for a blood test and it was conclusive that I am no longer pregnant. Less than 5 HCG level is negative and I only had 1.7. I still have a lot of tissue left to release.
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    2069 days ago
    Angel.. I am still so sorry for your loss, sweetie. I think it is great that you joined the Biggest Loser Fall Challenge. I think doing things like that will help keep your spark focus.

    2071 days ago
    So sorry to hear of your loss. You are right that focusing on something else--especially a goal that your efforts will help you reach--will be a positive distraction. I needed a new challenge and a new team to get motivated, so I also joined the BLC-20. See you there!
    2071 days ago

    Comment edited on: 8/24/2012 2:04:27 PM
    Love the waterfall. I am sorry to listen to your Vlog. Stop by my page anytime you need support.
    2071 days ago
    Angel, again, I'm so very sorry. If there's anything I can do, please let me know. *HUGS*
    The waterfall was pretty.
    2071 days ago
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  • PJC19671
    So sorry for your loss. emoticon
    2072 days ago
    2072 days ago
    So sorry ! Will be praying for you ! Be sure to follow up at the dr because I went through something similar and 3 drs were wrong about my situation. you have alot of spark friends here to listen if you need to talk.
    2072 days ago
    Angel, the water songs wonderful, and I'm so broken hearted over your pain and your lost. I'm praying for you, the spark is here, and we are going to help you get back on track. You can count on it. emoticon
    2072 days ago
    The waterfall is beautiful.

    ((Angelwendymama)) May each day ease the pain in your heart. It takes awhile. You never forget. Your little one will always be special to you. emoticon
    2072 days ago
    Angel you'll never know how sorry I am. It's hard to lose a baby. Take comfort in the beautiful son you have. emoticon
    2072 days ago
    ANGEL... you've got my prayer, my support, my heart and my compassion. What do you need specifically? I will do whatever I can. My heart is bleeding with yours and wishing I could just hold you and tell you I AM SO SORRY!!!! I am crying with you right now. ((((((((((((ANGEL)))))))) emoticon let the tears come and let them flow, scream if you have to- often and loud. Find a good strong limb and bang it against a rock until your arms are so tired you can't hold it anymore. Let the emotions out. Please.
    2072 days ago
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