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Weird Day

Thursday, August 16, 2012

Just kind of weepy all day today. Couldn't talk myself into going to dd's house and packing, watched a movie this am... and then made omelette. My friend invited me to go to the gym and she would pay, but I don't want to take advantage.... I thought after she left, maybe she just really didn't want to go alone herself....don't know. I asked what she wanted for supper and said I would do that. So, although she asked for a Caesar salad, when I looked in the fridge and saw how much food was there needing to be used, I made a huge Greek salad with lots of veggies.... will sure be yummy. We will have leftover Bavarian Casserole with added sausage in it for supper... Sausage are so addictive.

I did WI on her scale today and I am down about 4 lbs from when I came here..... hope that is true, would sure be a nice bonus.... Dh is waiting on realtor to take him to see a house. By the time he got hold of a realtor, the apt. building was sold, so that's not an option anymore. My sis said there are seat sales on flights right now, so plans may all change again. It would certainly be a lot less work to have movers pack up and take stuff home for us and he fly out here and we sort and discard before that and then we drive the car back ourselves.... everything is so up in the air right now...

My friend said when she comes from gym, let's go for a "run" - she just means go out and do something, she had fun with me yesterday. I do things that she just doesn't do with anyone and we've never really done too much together either. But, the dance is on for tomorrow and I work on Sat & Sun.... will have to tell the ladies that I am finished and give my notice... Hate to do that till the last possible but that's not fair to them either... will have to decide. Thought maybe I would take a load to the locker tomorrow and continue on to town and go to the office and tell them and then let the ladies know on the weekend. Then I was also thinking about if I am on the first week of Sept., I could wait till then and see if it would be ok, if I stayed overnite there and (just thinking out loud here, trying to put pieces in place) maybe drive 3 hr. to my sis's after that and stay there till we can get the movers to pick up stuff or something... my friend has company coming on Sept 2, so I have to be gone by then....

My sis is checking flights for me, like I told her there are so many little details to try to put into place... I think it would feel so much better to be in control of the move ourselves and not be relying on my brother and buying a truck etc. etc.... Then if we drove across the country, and had time alone together, I could always stay with a friend or sis-in-law when we got back there and then look for a house together....We're paying storage, we could try to decide whether to leave the stuff in storage there for awhile and rent or who knows?

I overthink things, don't I? It keeps me busy but prevents me from doing some of what I really should be doing, I guess...

thanks for listening, glad I have people to talk to.
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    Wow! You have so much going on and you are keeping your head! You are to be admired!
    2137 days ago
    Wow! You are dealing with so much and keeping your head. You are to be admired. Thank you for sharing.
    2137 days ago
  • ESHARA43
    Lila you are so brave sweetie, you are a role model for everyone around you. I miss talking to you hun. I hope your weekend is good to you because you deserve the best life has to offer you. I have been looking for an excuse to not keeping on track until I get my computer back but after reading your blog, I will keep track of everything I eat and do so that I can come in here with a smile on my face. Good luck and I look forward to hearing from you soon sweetie. emoticon
    2137 days ago
    I think it's good that you're thinking through everything. Just take it one step at a time and don't stress too much. emoticon
    2137 days ago
  • TERRI289
    Wow, you have a lot going n in your head...lots of be made...change is tough and you have lots of change to deal with. Keep thinking and writing stuff will help clear things up..

    Good luck, Terri emoticon
    2138 days ago
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