Thursday, July 19, 2012
I entered the July 29-August 4, 2012 Virtual Race and immediately felt panic! What have I done??? What if I can't do this??? What if I don't finish?? What if... - what? "What if" WHAT exactly? What kind of game is "what if" when I only play it halfway?
Here's the other half of the game. THE ANSWERS! "What if" I didn't finish? And "what if" I can't do this? Well, then I'll know where I am with my fitness and I can be happy that I made a good effort to be a participant in this race and in my health!
And I'm gonna TRY any way ... even though I'm scared.!!! The real fear is failure.
Ya never fail if ya never start. I am giving myself permission to fail. And it's bringing me to real tears. I can barely seen the screen because I'm really surprisingly scared. But I - AM - GONG - TO - DO - THIS!!