Tuesday, July 17, 2012
Yeah, I'm still here. Sort of. I finally got onto my testosterone therapy. I've been on it for about 3 months now. I'm getting hairier, my voice is dropping by the day but unfortunately I've put on more weight. Now, I knew this was going to happen but it's still made me rather depressed.
I've decided to take up kickboxing again. At the moment I'm suffering rather badly with Plantar Faciitis (or however it's spelled) and I'm pretty sure that kickboxing is the worst idea I've had in a long while but truth be told I miss it. I miss the exercise and the feeling so good afterwards. I miss the workout, and I miss being able to take care of myself. I want to build muscle and get fitter, but most of all I want to be able to feel better about myself which at the moment I don't. Sure, the T is helping and I knew it wouldn't be a miracle cure, that it doesn't fix eveything that's wrong (and Gods knows there's a lot wrong with me) but I'm trying.
I've bought some weights, and I have my punch bag so hopefully... hopefully I'll stick with it, hopefully I'll lose weight, hopefully I'll feel better.
How is every one else doing?