I See Thin People
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
I really do have to stop. I haven't look this good since I was 3 months pregnant (really, I'm actually proud of that, when that thought should give me the screaming horrors). No one else has my particular issues (real or imagined), no one else has my life. That's probably why no one else has my body, but far be it from me to listen to reason!!! Trying not to be neurotic about weight loss would be easy if life were one giant chat room-- I catch myself eyeing people on the street wondering if they've always looked like that, or if they've worked hard to be fit, or if they're doing SP too in some kind of parallel universe where they become models and I'm still struggling to look like me. Who knows, maybe someone out there is taking a second look at me and wondering why I have such vitality or how I could possibly walk so fast. I've gotten pretty darn healthy pretty darn quickly, so yeah. Nothing to complain about! It's all about the process, however, and a person on a diet is allowed a tiny little rant about thinness. It's a rule, somewhere, I'm sure.