I feel a change coming on
Thursday, July 05, 2012
So this week, my domestic partner moved out, though he still has stuff around here that he will need to return to collect; that's okay. I miss his company when he's not here, through this is definitely for the best.
I am increasingly feeling what Christians would refer to as a "pressure on my heart" or "the still small voice of God" to make a particular change, one which I just don't feel comfortable discussing yet. It is too new.....and perhaps too close to the huge change I've just experienced.
Even though I'm not Christian, I used to be, and definitely understand that concept of the still small voice or being "led" to a particular action. I'm definitely being led by my faith to do this thing......odd, isn't it, that this should pop into my consciousness so close to this recent change? Perhaps I'm just better able to contemplate it now.
Well, no one can say this post is overly informative. I think I'm still trying this on for size, testing the waters. Was it Martin Luther King that said that one does not need to see the top of the ladder to take the first step? I can see now that there IS a first step. That's progress.
Light a candle.