What's going on?
Wednesday, July 04, 2012
Today is Independence day and it's just me and the dog. (Poor grammar, but it's not like anyone is actually reading this!) Scott's fishing, Kyle's at work, and Tori is with her mom. Sitting here with a soda and chips/dip, that's just messed up!
It's funny, I say I want to lose weight, yet I don't really do much about it. Oh, I exercise but not consistently. I drink the "diet soda", doesn't seem to help much! I know what I should and shouldn't do, yet I consistenly do what I shouldn't!!!!
I'm fat and it's all my fault. I know what needs to be done, yet I don't do it. I'm in charge of groceries yet I still buy the "trigger" foods that I don't/can't say no to. I even role play with the "you shouldn't eat that" and argue against the, "no one got fat from eating a smoothie".
Someday, I will finally get to the place where I want to be healthy and lose weight more than I want the nutty bar or chips/dip. Someday, which is never today!