July measurements: I've been terrible
Monday, July 02, 2012
Everything went up.... WTH is wrong with me!? I'm slacking on my healthy eating a little bit, haven't been tracking my calories at all, and I'm not exercising as much as I was before. I've gotten lazy, in all different aspects. I think the fact that I was stuck at 155 for SOOOO LONG made me feel discouraged and like I'd never get to where I want to be, so I basically gave up trying.
I am starting to realize that not only do you have to work your ass off to get to where I am, you still have to work your ass off to stay here. I thought it would be easier to stay here, but it's not. I don't want to go back. Ever. Fat girl still lives in my head, and I never want her to physically come out ever again.