My weight loss car has stalled big time. I was supposed to take summer semester off to focus on me and my weight loss efforts, but being the impatient, over-achiever that I am, I am knee-deep in classes. It has wreaked havoc, which I knew it would (wait, is this a form of self-sabotage?), so I have not been working out nor eating properly for the last few weeks. I do not feel as if I have gained any weight, but I have not consulted with my
Then, I up and started dating again.
I met this guy, Antoine, to which I have pledged to be his girlfriend. It sounded like a good idea at the time, but we are so busy that we have not really spent a great deal of QT with each other since the commitment. Sucks big time!!! Don't get me wrong, he is a great guy and I like him a lot. It's just hard for me to be in a relationship and not see the person on a regular basis, because me being the ADD scatter-brain that I am, I lose interest very quickly.
Sincere's birthday trip, in which swimwear is required, is rapidly approaching and I should be atleast 10-15lbs lighter by now. My nephew Makai's birthday trip will be a couple of weeks later than hers, and guess what, swimwear is required for his as well. What's a girl to do?
Well, all I can do is start now. I have to get over this mentality of picking a particular day to start. I have been sitting here thinking I'd start again Monday. Then I started thinking, what's wrong with today? Breakfast is done, and lunch is going to be what I brought. I can plan a better dinner and make it. I can also get some kind of activity in this evening as well.
I can plan for a better tomorrow and weekend. I can make sure that I get some activity in this weekend as well. Next week, I will get my but back to the gym if only for an hour. I will take charge and stop passively letting things take charge of me. As far as the swimwear scenario is concerned, there is nothing I can do about the lost time. I can only do my best in the time I have left and buy a cute cover-up and sunglasses.