going thru depression
Monday, June 11, 2012
well since the beginning of May things have not been good for me. my son and his girlfriend are always fighting it seems. she went after him with a sledge hammer one day and they got in a fight. I took my grandbaby and went for a walk. she is always saying she is going to take the baby away from us. they fight over the dumbest things. he had a girl ask him for directions and because he showed her where the place was his fiance I should say told him he cheated on her. she has alot of growing up to do if she considers that cheating. and then after all of this the next day they are all lovey lovey. drives me insane. when this happens i get alot of anxiety-----had a bad attack and it drains me. I have not done any workouts since the middle of may. I am so far behind. I want to start walking again but don't have the desire or ambition to do so. All I want to do is sleep. I did do some reading and sewing but that is about it. I can't get enough sleep. Oh I just want a normal life with no fighting.