DTA. Yes I said DTA and I MEAN IT!
Tuesday, June 05, 2012
Preface: DTA = Don't Trust Anybody. It was something the the WWF/ WWE wrestler Stone Cold Steve Austin used to say. Wrestling may be scripted, but this lesson is real.
Life will teach you the same lessons over and over if you don't learn them the 1st time. Actually, it will continue to teach you these lessons over and over again. I learned the hard way last week that I can't tell people anything personal. If you spill your guts to someone, the will slice your belly open to let your guts spill out onto the floor. Hide all of your feelings and emotions from everyone or they will use it against you. Why did I not learn this lesson the fist 100 times this has happened to me? I am being conservative with the 100 times number. I have only had a handful of true friends in life. I amy not have ever had any true friends in life. LOL I don't know how people have treated me behind my back. I would rather not know at this point. I have had a number of really ugly back stabbings in my life. What was I thinking? This person wasn't even a friend. He had gone through something that I thought we could relate to. I was just venting. MISTAKE. I know that you just have to smile act normal, make small talk and go home. I have a friend that I made recently and I am now afraid to share with them. I have nothing else to loose because I gave up almost all of my dark secrets. I will take some of these secrets with me to the grave ;) I am ready to hide inside myself again. These lessons are always so painful and they scare you. I will be careful for the time being. I want to learn this lesson and be done.