Monday, June 04, 2012
As you can probably tell, i'm in a bit of a slump.
I've been disappointed in myself a lot lately.
While I haven't been exercising, I have been eating a lot healthier as of late, which i know isn't going to do much without exercise to help me, but its something.
I had all sorts of goals I was supposed to have met at this point, and everything kinda got shifted off track. I really just need to get back into the grove of things.
I saw a picture of myself from a cook out on memorial day, and I just wanted to cry. Like I dont know how i've gotten to this point, and I want things to change so badly, but I have no willpower to get my butt in gear to make changes. Its a vicious cicrle that i've been in for a long time.
I'm just hoping I can get out of it sooner than later.
We wanna go on vacation in the late fall....so theres something to look forward to, to work for. Bleh
Oh but we are doing the Color Me Rad 5k next month, so I gotta start beating myself up for that one!