Down but... not out?
Sunday, June 03, 2012
Here I am again :)
Lots has changed- some good, others less than great. The rundown? I have a full-time job! Yay! But... I work alone. Not so yay- I get painfully lonely, which is not cool at all. I try to fill this in, but you can't change the fact that I spend my office hours *alone*. Money is still not great, since I have all my student debt taking huge bites out of every paycheck, and I get no benefits at my job.
I'm off the anti-depressants and go to therapy about every week or so. Changes are slow coming, and some days I feel like I have more issues than anything else.
Have hit my highest weight ever. There's a lot of reasons for this- the stress leading up to the job I have, the job I now have, working alone.
After the big event I've been putting together for Tuesday, I'm ready for change. I'm still writing, and started working on :gasp: an original piece of fiction. It's super hard, but I also just finished posting my most recent work of fanfiction. So I feel like this week things are coming clean.
Slight hiccup though. Two weeks ago I was... overly excited to come home to my husband. I ran from the car to the front door, all sorts of happy, and I... fell off the sidewalk. I was in shock for a solid hour and completely rolled my ankle. Today, my foot is still quite swollen and I cannot walk properly. It's adding to all of my frustrations at the moment, and I don't know what to do with myself? I also need to go to the dentist because I have a very bad cavity, and I *hate* the dentist. Any suggestions for me out there? About my ankle, or for a really really nice dentist who will do my whole mouth on the spot? If I have to do this in pieces, I will go nuts.
Also, of note... I made my SparkPage private because I am weirdly popular in the fanfiction community and I don't want people to connect the dots. This is a very personal, private place for me here on SparkPeople.
Ah... I've missed this place!!!