Dear Silver Spies
Thursday, May 31, 2012
I am writing to wish you all luck with the rest of the round. Without me requesting it, I have been moved to floater status. Apparently when you lose your job, are freaking out about it and don't want to share what's going on just yet you get moved. Yes we all have challenges and lots of life things going on at the time, and some are more vocal than others, but honestly up and moving someone like that just isn't right.
I'm sorry that I didn't accept that "going on interviews and not getting them isn't the end of the world" like some of you have passed along to me. It wasn't just that. The job I had been with is no longer available again. I found out with 30 min left of the school year. Talk about a shocker. Here I am unemployed for the 2nd time in my life and I just turned 30. I don't think I should really have to apologize for feeling the way I am. Then I have the issues of my niece fighting for her life and trying to stay positive and upbeat for my family. I have been through a lot in my 30 years, way more than some people have and they are older than me and it being things I would never wish on someone, and I'm doing the best that I can.
I post every other day and do my best to catch up with everyone. I have been on track posting my results and what not as soon as I finish them. I even counted my posts and I know that others are right around the same range I am.
But it is what it is and the decision has been made. I'm not making excuses, I'm stating what has been going on because apparently some think I have not been with it. But apparently I'm doing something right because I have been maintaining through everything. I'm sorry if some of you think this is harsh and take it the wrong way but you can't stop what your heart feels.
Again good luck.