Day 12 of 30
Friday, May 25, 2012
I weighed myself when I picked up my paycheck and my sparkpeople weight tracker is finally going to go down! There was a gain about a month ago, and while I was very active on my sparkpage I couldn't bring myself to post the gain. I think it's really hard when you gain and lose weight a lot. You remember when you were at a lower weight and it is so discouraging when you gain and have to work to get back to it. If you add together all the weight I have lost over my life so far, I would be skinny. When I get down on myself I wish I could say just sit tight, just hang on and maintain what you have lost! It's OK to celebrate what you have accomplished and hang out where you are for awhile...then, when you feel like working at it again go for it. Remind of this blog when I get there!! I've tried so many times that I know I am going to get there! I have to get there! Sometimes, I think I covered myself up with this fat suit for a reason. Maybe I'm afraid of whats under there?? Everybody have a great weekend and safe memorial day!