An avoided binge
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
Yesterday I had lunch with a friend, it was bffet and I had planned to eat a lot and then not have any dinner... but there was so many delicious vegetables that I ended up eating a regular serving.
We had rehearsal in the evening and I started for home at nine - REALLY hungry. Stopped by the food store and if I had not given up meat I would have bought pork and binged...now I bought what is called "nature sweets" - yoghurt and wheat puffs or almonds with coating of something sugare and cashew nuts flavoured with chili and lime...AND passed a pryamid of chips with a new flavour - grilled sandwich flavour WOW have to have one.
It is really really insanity. I know I am in for disaster but can´t stop myself. Opened the chips bag as soon as I was in my car and grabbed some...mmmm delicious.
And then I started to think. I knew for certain that I would eat the whole bag once it was in my house. Thougt of throwing chips out the window, on the highway with traffic, not a good idea. Thought "oh I can take them to work tomorrow and put them in a bowl on the conference table...hah! Those chips would never survive an evening in my house!
Theydid not get in, nor did about half of those sweets. I left them in the car, they still threaten me but I did not binge on them yesterday, had two or three handfuls and feel kind of good about it all, since I biked for about 90 minutes yesterday....
Rehearsal was great, although doggy seems to be a little claustorfobic - not good when you are supposed to sit inside a cake for a while... got better though and there is hope!
We also decided to use the russian entry for the eurovision song contest as our encore after the finish of our play. "Buranovskiye babuschk" won national entry in russia and is probably going to win it all - they just make me happy!