Monday, May 21, 2012
It's like I'm back at square one because I lost enough weight to be "normal" and am back to being overweight again. I know with time and patience and a little bit of oomph I'll be fit again... I just feel lumpy and gross (and FAT) and unlovable for right now, not hot or sexy or confident.
Been sick the last 26 or so hours, so I know that is affecting my mood. Didn't exercise yesterday or the day before (was procrastinating) and I didn't today because I was sick.
Yeah, so feeling lousy.