Monday, May 14, 2012
This past week has been really rough. So many things are happening in my life right now, i am finding it really hard to focus on ANYTHING. I can't imagine why... I'm only dealing with a breakup of a 9 1/2 yr relationship in which we are still living together until July 15th, trying to figure out how to live life for myself for the first time ever, busy season at work, and moving soon.
I guess i just feel so weak when i fail.. This in turn sends me on a downward spiral which will eventually lead to me gaining all 46 lbs i have lost back plus some... that has to be the scariest thing to imagine...
I just want to say Thank You to my Spark Buddies - SERENITYSWEIGHT and CONDA86 - and all of the BLC14 Blue Hyacinths. You are all amazing and your support is much appreciated.