Monday, May 14, 2012
I know I've been MIA for the past week. It was a heartbreaking past few days.
330am on thursday we were woken up by my husbands sister freaking out saying we needed to go to the hospital. Then about 2 min later his mom called and said his dad was in an ambulance on his way to the hospital and she didnt think he was alive. Well it wasn't very much longer till we were all at the ER in one of those private rooms having our worst fears confirmed. He was gone.
Its been a crazy week since thing. Tons of friends and family surrounding everyone, food EVERYWHERE. Its so wonderful to have so many people who love and care about you and that they are there for you. After a few days though it gets to be a bit much, you just want some alone time. I'm back at work this week, and I'm just beat. Our sleeping has been all out of wack. Going to bed way late getting up mid morning because we are just to exhausted, just to start it all over again.
The next month or so is going to be tough. My poor husband has had to become the man of the family, and make big decisions and take care of everyone. Which is tough on us only being married a year. I'm so run down, and of course all the weight i've worked hard to lose came right back willingly. I know getting back into an exercise routine like i had will be really good for me to deal with all this stress, but its a matter of getting out of my head and going. Telling myself to make time because this will be good for me.